Hurt . . .

I have never had this feeling, what i have heard is only the true people that did their best in this so called "relationship" get to feel this kind of emotion that really exists in the back of our mind, just sitting there waiting to kill you softly until you want to burst into tears. Im not in that stage yet. What happened to me was just a couple of events leading up for me getting hurt. Hurt in the english dictionary means cause physical pain or injury to intrans [parts of the body]. This has hurt me not only physically, but more mentally, and yes it hit me in a body part, my caring heart. "She" has not talked to me since i have read the comment on her page, and I guess were friends now, i can not say "babe" anymore or "hun" to her, I feel so alone. Hopefully we are still friends, after all, we still love each other. Now i have to talk to her normally not with a caring tone. I have to talk to her with only her real name, also she was my first kiss, my walls are closing in, only listening to her name makes me want to cry. Just never had this feeling. Hi my name is Armando and I "have" been cheated on. :[

La Batería

Somehow i hate my drummer that "was" in my band a lot more when he was in the band. Well when i met him he was nice, one of those kids that was laid back and never would of thought of how much he wanted to take revenge. Well in sophomore year, he has "matured" and know he takes things literal. When ever he gets mad at some of us, he stares at us like as if we "murdered" his mom, or whenever we put him into a joke he looks like if we just "pissed" him off. Well let me tell you the story, It happened more than a month ago when the tulips bloomed and the name of winter did not come to mind, i was pondering in my class of what name should our band be named of and one of my friends said "The Pencil heads" and everybody was just saying random stuff in the circle, but then i thought more clearer of a past event that happened to me and its really jotted down in my head of the death of my little nephew that "got shot in east la" and well i was thinking of that sentence and came up with the name "Got Shot In East LA". I ran as fast as i can to my friends and told them "hey i got the name", they were looking really confused and i said "Got Shot In East LA", they were laughing but then the mist cleared up for them and they said "Alright". So after that happened we thought of who would be who and who would play what: Nairda as Lead Guitar, me as Bass, Ttam as Vocals, and "the drummer" drums. So we agreed on this and weeks later my parents told me that i can get a bass if my grades are good so i got that covered, and "the drummer" has no drums [ I know pretty stupid rite?]. So weeks later I see him playing the air drums like a psycho like every ten seconds, all that he was saying was "ta, ta, to, to, tu, binck, binck, [as in drum noises], and I see him and say calm down "Drummer", and somehow he gets offended and punches me. Later on I meet some girls [they were really friendly :)] and they wanted to know me, suddenly i see "the drummer" getting really jealous so later on he gets really intimate with each one, and yeah i was really pissed off because none of them talked to me, besides only one [but then she turned to "the drummers" side and left me alone :(] in the meanwhile he has been missing practice like a lot, and somehow he has been hanging out with different girls and he just made me really sick [because he is still with a girl, and he is hitting on other girls]. Then later on i get on myspace mobile, and i see comments on my [not so] "girlfriends" comments that are saying "Oh i did not know you are with Armando sorry", and i was guessing he was trying to ask her out. So rite then i was really pissed, i had a feeling to kick him out of the band for being to 'efin "COCKY". But later on he kicked himself out for being a dumb ass. Later on me and some friends were joking around with him and i slided a guitar tuner to him and then he picked it up and threw it at me, my mind was really going crazy and i told him the real words that came to my mind "What the F*ck ya dumb ass, cocky ass, son of a b*tch!", and after that everybody was laughing and "the drummer" finally was shutting up. And lately we rarely talk now a days, and yes he is still cheating on his girl. and i told myself "I know witnessed the change of one self-human being and taught myself that cockiness doesn't make you go nowhere" 

 - by Odnamra Sevien

[thats just code for my name backwards, and also the names of  my "trusting" band mates]

Keep it PUNK !

Music has been a big part in my life since i left to East LA. And the one that stands out the most is Punk rock. Like how much history was in the making, how memorable people died to put their music in history or even a young mans life [like mine], since then i felt like a rebel and i came out with hi skate black checkered Vans shoes, a 30 x 34 [yeah that is my true pant size] pair of Levis, and a Band tee of the Ramones, and a belt buckle of the Misfits. And for you fellow "Puck rock Virgins", Punk Rock is a genre that developed in between 1974 and 1976 in the United States, the United Kingdom, and Australia. It was rooted in garage rock and other forms of what is now known as "proto punk" music, punk rock bands eschewed the perceived excesses of mainstream 1970's rock. They created fast, hard edged music, typically with short songs with many bands self-producing their recordings and distributing them through informal channels, if you know what i mean ['wink 'wink]. By late 1976, bands such as the Ramones, in the big apple, and the Sex Pistols and The Clash from London, they were all recognized as the vanguard of a new musical movement. The next year Rock spread around the world. Punk suddenly, became a major Cultural phenomenon in the United Kingdom. For the most part, punk took root in local scenes that tended to reject association with the mainstream. An associated punk subculture emerged, expressing clothing styles and a variety of anti-authoritian ideoligies. By the beginning of 1980, it  got more aggressive and hardcore and they came with the dumbest bands of all like -Green day-, or -the offspring-, these bands really make me sick. Punk for me has been and will be in my heart.

Our Band : "Got shot in East LA"

WEll in the past weeks me and my buddys, were thinking of making a band. And well we went for it. with the help of our "manager" Mr. Thompson. We might make it to the bigs. So were practicing everyday in Mr. Thompsons room the whole lunch and before school. This feeling is really great. The Members are: Ramon: Drums, Adrian: Lead Guitar, Matt: Rythym Guitar, and me Armando: Bass and probably Vocals? Well anyways, we are getting pretty good we just need Ramon getting his Drums, and me to find the right Bass Guitar but we have that covered. So Mr. Thompson, your our hero, our manager, and our inspiration. Thanks to you we wouldn't been introduced into music.

*This girl :]*

Man, I just feel very special about this girl. She's like my soul mate. We have met since middle school, and well we got together for like 4 months . But then 1 year later she finds me on myspace, and well we started talking, and getting to know each other more, and more. I've seen another side of her, like the better side or her. I've never seen her since then. Then I settled a date, and I was so worried she will think something bad of me or ditch me, because when I was in Middle school I was a dud, but now I'm a rebellious, bass player, moh-hawk liker, misfits fan kind of guy. But she was truthful till' the end. My first reaction was her smile. :*******]. The look on her face made me smile and laugh. She brings me good memories instead of depressing ones. She is that one girl, and if she turns her back on me, I am just ripped into pieces. So this goes to the girl that changed my life. Veronica :]]]]]

-Love Armando

My New Years Resolution!

Well its almost that time of year again and I was thinking of having a new years Resolution. The Idea is to say YES to everything and i mean everything. I hope you guys will too. I got this from the latest Jim Carrey movie Yes Man! I might do it. Yes I am going to do it. 

YES !

¿Ayuda Alguien?

When I was Flickering through my rusty television, I stumbled upon this program they do on LA, that helps special needs, decapitated, disabled, and poor kids that could not find a way out of their misery. That can not go on with school because they don't have the supplies in life to succeed. They also help the kids with poor families in their time of need, in the very old "pueblos". I was crying for a moment when I saw a story for a family of 7 that they don't have food and the children are starving and they have diseases. It really hurt me because all they ate was flower tortillas if they are lucky or like always beans. And Tele-ton shined on them and gave the kids therapy, one kid did not have an arm so they donated him one, they gave the twins wheel chairs. And they gave everybody in the family 10,000 dollars. This made me cry for a pretty long time. I was just thinking what if I were in their shoes and I was that disabled. If you can understand spanish and want to take a challenge to yourself its on channel 68. Its very sad and it will touch your heart.