9/02/2009

Re: Quest

1. Analyzing a Novel
2. Here Follow Some Verses Upon The Burning of Our House, July 10, 1666
3. Spiritually connecting to him
4. Plenos Poderes
5. To not tell the things straight forward
6. Go down Moses
Way down in Egypt land
Tell old pharaoh
To let my people go
7. "Theor"
8. Give complete work information and work experience about yourself
9. Prewriting, Writing, Revising, Publishing
10. Stay Calm. Track Your Time, and Master the Directions

8/31/2009

Film Innovations Up to This Point

The first picture on the right is Battleship Potemkin. This film was directed by Sergei Eisenstein, and this movie really got famous by the close ups, to long shots that Eisentein had, and the montage from horizontal to vertical. The second picture is called A Trip to the Moon, and was directed by Georges Mélies, and this movie was shot at a standard frame rate, and it used a lot of animation and special effects, and it was one of the first science fiction film. The last one is by the outstanding Lumiére Brothers. This movie was called I think The Train Stop, and this film was one of the first films like made.

Rumors

Really, I have not heard of any rumors lately, and if I have heard rumors I would immediately think that its not true in anyway.

The Crucible

Yes, I have lost trust in somebody very dear to me, but now I don't even care for her. It changed in an instant, I cared for her in like almost 5 years, and well it looks like it was just 5 wasted years, because later she was cheating with me, with this other guy over in Texas. I tried many times before and well it looks like it was fake.

5/16/2009

Wheres My Present?

Presents are one of the most grateful things that a person can give to another person in return for anything that the person has done to them or what the person has done for himself. Well for me i try everything but somehow i do not get nothing in return. I still have the haunting that when i was 8 years old, and the whole family would be together and everybody would give presents to each other, and what scared me was when the 2 most favorite little girls in the family which had the age of 9 and 10 would get all the presents they wanted, like a PS2, and a gameboy, expensive toys and i would always wanted to get one of those because i would see them rarely in person, but they would be so spoiled, and they are still daddy's little angel till' this day, and so what i would get was a little 5 dollar lego and some pencils and i still remember that people would be saying behind my back "Oh! We forgot Armandito's present . . . Oh well!" and they would ditch me, and the only thing that i remember after that is that i was crying in my room at night and i would cry myself to sleep. And still till this day i still don't get the present i desire, i would get shirts but people would give me an extra small shirt and they rather keep the returning money instead of giving me half of the money. And rarely i hear people getting Ipods, cell phones, computers, and i wouldn't get none of that, and i always thought to myself "am i still going to live this strange illusion?" and it seems that i still live that haunting illusion. And now that i have brothers they would get more than what they should be getting. And my mom wouldn't give me a true gift. But my little brothers, theyre always favorite. And I feel kind of invisible to them rite know because my parents would go on a shopping spree to get them stuff for them and i would get like 1 shirt rarely on the discount isle and they would get 50 dollar t shirts. So now i would be working my ass off in my job at Pep Boys to get what i want and what i need, when i got my first hard earned check, i bought myself a new computer :D, and later i plan to get a guitar but it seems so far because i have to give 75% of my check to my mom for credit card debts because my family still cant pay all of the debts we owe. i just feel invisible. Well hopefully an Angel comes to me and gives me a gift, of Love. thanks for reading. =]

4/05/2009

Hurt . . .

I have never had this feeling, what i have heard is only the true people that did their best in this so called "relationship" get to feel this kind of emotion that really exists in the back of our mind, just sitting there waiting to kill you softly until you want to burst into tears. Im not in that stage yet. What happened to me was just a couple of events leading up for me getting hurt. Hurt in the english dictionary means cause physical pain or injury to intrans [parts of the body]. This has hurt me not only physically, but more mentally, and yes it hit me in a body part, my caring heart. "She" has not talked to me since i have read the comment on her page, and I guess were friends now, i can not say "babe" anymore or "hun" to her, I feel so alone. Hopefully we are still friends, after all, we still love each other. Now i have to talk to her normally not with a caring tone. I have to talk to her with only her real name, also she was my first kiss, my walls are closing in, only listening to her name makes me want to cry. Just never had this feeling. Hi my name is Armando and I "have" been cheated on. :[