8/31/2009
Film Innovations Up to This Point
The first picture on the right is Battleship Potemkin. This film was directed by Sergei Eisenstein, and this movie really got famous by the close ups, to long shots that Eisentein had, and the montage from horizontal to vertical. The second picture is called A Trip to the Moon, and was directed by Georges Mélies, and this movie was shot at a standard frame rate, and it used a lot of animation and special effects, and it was one of the first science fiction film. The last one is by the outstanding Lumiére Brothers. This movie was called I think The Train Stop, and this film was one of the first films like made.
Rumors
Really, I have not heard of any rumors lately, and if I have heard rumors I would immediately think that its not true in anyway.
The Crucible
Yes, I have lost trust in somebody very dear to me, but now I don't even care for her. It changed in an instant, I cared for her in like almost 5 years, and well it looks like it was just 5 wasted years, because later she was cheating with me, with this other guy over in Texas. I tried many times before and well it looks like it was fake.
5/26/2009
5/16/2009
Wheres My Present?
Presents are one of the most grateful things that a person can give to another person in return for anything that the person has done to them or what the person has done for himself. Well for me i try everything but somehow i do not get nothing in return. I still have the haunting that when i was 8 years old, and the whole family would be together and everybody would give presents to each other, and what scared me was when the 2 most favorite little girls in the family which had the age of 9 and 10 would get all the presents they wanted, like a PS2, and a gameboy, expensive toys and i would always wanted to get one of those because i would see them rarely in person, but they would be so spoiled, and they are still daddy's little angel till' this day, and so what i would get was a little 5 dollar lego and some pencils and i still remember that people would be saying behind my back "Oh! We forgot Armandito's present . . . Oh well!" and they would ditch me, and the only thing that i remember after that is that i was crying in my room at night and i would cry myself to sleep. And still till this day i still don't get the present i desire, i would get shirts but people would give me an extra small shirt and they rather keep the returning money instead of giving me half of the money. And rarely i hear people getting Ipods, cell phones, computers, and i wouldn't get none of that, and i always thought to myself "am i still going to live this strange illusion?" and it seems that i still live that haunting illusion. And now that i have brothers they would get more than what they should be getting. And my mom wouldn't give me a true gift. But my little brothers, theyre always favorite. And I feel kind of invisible to them rite know because my parents would go on a shopping spree to get them stuff for them and i would get like 1 shirt rarely on the discount isle and they would get 50 dollar t shirts. So now i would be working my ass off in my job at Pep Boys to get what i want and what i need, when i got my first hard earned check, i bought myself a new computer :D, and later i plan to get a guitar but it seems so far because i have to give 75% of my check to my mom for credit card debts because my family still cant pay all of the debts we owe. i just feel invisible. Well hopefully an Angel comes to me and gives me a gift, of Love. thanks for reading. =]
4/05/2009
Hurt . . .
I have never had this feeling, what i have heard is only the true people that did their best in this so called "relationship" get to feel this kind of emotion that really exists in the back of our mind, just sitting there waiting to kill you softly until you want to burst into tears. Im not in that stage yet. What happened to me was just a couple of events leading up for me getting hurt. Hurt in the english dictionary means cause physical pain or injury to intrans [parts of the body]. This has hurt me not only physically, but more mentally, and yes it hit me in a body part, my caring heart. "She" has not talked to me since i have read the comment on her page, and I guess were friends now, i can not say "babe" anymore or "hun" to her, I feel so alone. Hopefully we are still friends, after all, we still love each other. Now i have to talk to her normally not with a caring tone. I have to talk to her with only her real name, also she was my first kiss, my walls are closing in, only listening to her name makes me want to cry. Just never had this feeling. Hi my name is Armando and I "have" been cheated on. :[
3/03/2009
La Batería
Somehow i hate my drummer that "was" in my band a lot more when he was in the band. Well when i met him he was nice, one of those kids that was laid back and never would of thought of how much he wanted to take revenge. Well in sophomore year, he has "matured" and know he takes things literal. When ever he gets mad at some of us, he stares at us like as if we "murdered" his mom, or whenever we put him into a joke he looks like if we just "pissed" him off. Well let me tell you the story, It happened more than a month ago when the tulips bloomed and the name of winter did not come to mind, i was pondering in my class of what name should our band be named of and one of my friends said "The Pencil heads" and everybody was just saying random stuff in the circle, but then i thought more clearer of a past event that happened to me and its really jotted down in my head of the death of my little nephew that "got shot in east la" and well i was thinking of that sentence and came up with the name "Got Shot In East LA". I ran as fast as i can to my friends and told them "hey i got the name", they were looking really confused and i said "Got Shot In East LA", they were laughing but then the mist cleared up for them and they said "Alright". So after that happened we thought of who would be who and who would play what: Nairda as Lead Guitar, me as Bass, Ttam as Vocals, and "the drummer" drums. So we agreed on this and weeks later my parents told me that i can get a bass if my grades are good so i got that covered, and "the drummer" has no drums [ I know pretty stupid rite?]. So weeks later I see him playing the air drums like a psycho like every ten seconds, all that he was saying was "ta, ta, to, to, tu, binck, binck, [as in drum noises], and I see him and say calm down "Drummer", and somehow he gets offended and punches me. Later on I meet some girls [they were really friendly :)] and they wanted to know me, suddenly i see "the drummer" getting really jealous so later on he gets really intimate with each one, and yeah i was really pissed off because none of them talked to me, besides only one [but then she turned to "the drummers" side and left me alone :(] in the meanwhile he has been missing practice like a lot, and somehow he has been hanging out with different girls and he just made me really sick [because he is still with a girl, and he is hitting on other girls]. Then later on i get on myspace mobile, and i see comments on my [not so] "girlfriends" comments that are saying "Oh i did not know you are with Armando sorry", and i was guessing he was trying to ask her out. So rite then i was really pissed, i had a feeling to kick him out of the band for being to 'efin "COCKY". But later on he kicked himself out for being a dumb ass. Later on me and some friends were joking around with him and i slided a guitar tuner to him and then he picked it up and threw it at me, my mind was really going crazy and i told him the real words that came to my mind "What the F*ck ya dumb ass, cocky ass, son of a b*tch!", and after that everybody was laughing and "the drummer" finally was shutting up. And lately we rarely talk now a days, and yes he is still cheating on his girl. and i told myself "I know witnessed the change of one self-human being and taught myself that cockiness doesn't make you go nowhere"
- by Odnamra Sevien
[thats just code for my name backwards, and also the names of my "trusting" band mates]
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