Hurt . . .

I have never had this feeling, what i have heard is only the true people that did their best in this so called "relationship" get to feel this kind of emotion that really exists in the back of our mind, just sitting there waiting to kill you softly until you want to burst into tears. Im not in that stage yet. What happened to me was just a couple of events leading up for me getting hurt. Hurt in the english dictionary means cause physical pain or injury to intrans [parts of the body]. This has hurt me not only physically, but more mentally, and yes it hit me in a body part, my caring heart. "She" has not talked to me since i have read the comment on her page, and I guess were friends now, i can not say "babe" anymore or "hun" to her, I feel so alone. Hopefully we are still friends, after all, we still love each other. Now i have to talk to her normally not with a caring tone. I have to talk to her with only her real name, also she was my first kiss, my walls are closing in, only listening to her name makes me want to cry. Just never had this feeling. Hi my name is Armando and I "have" been cheated on. :[